Here is the man who makes my fried bee hoon wif kong bak and mee sua hee :)

Here's the couple that always kena "bullied" by us kekeke Ah huay, i wana go your place for home cook food when you do cook, can you cook some salty vegetables dishes

My beloved family

8 April, 2007 - Nostalgic

The 2 provision shops, clinic and flower shop located at the void deck near my parents place have CLOSED DOWN!!! So sad cos i spend lotsa bonding time with my 2 bao bei brothers at the shelter near the shops after buying ice creams and drinks at the provision shops...

Me: Jervis, let's go downstairs buy ice cream later wan?
Jervis: The shops have already been gone.
Me: HUH?? When and how come??
Jervis: HDB has bought over the area and they have to re-locate, they are ALL gone.
Me: .......let's go Golden Bamboo in Shun Li.
Jervis: It's gone too.
Me: Oh ya...so sad...
Jervis: Ya, stop living in the past.
Me: Juz miss the good o'times wat, cannot meh...

A feeling of nostalgia for my Bedok Reservoir days...day dreaming on the grass patch staring into the reservoir, trying my best to complete jogging one round the reservoir, taking the bus to Bedok interchange, so many things to do and so many good food in the East.

Jervoise, if you are reading this, please stop being obsessed with WOW and get a life! You have been at it for like 2 years? Stop pigging out on tidbits and giving me your full attention only to say bye when it's time for me to go home :(

Errrm i am going home regularly to pester both of you and you are to fetch me home to be pestered muahahahahaha

People come and go...i always have this analogy between the bus stop thingy and the people you meet in life. At every stage of life, there will always be a group of frens/acquaintances that seem to revolve around you all the time..like we are on the same bus at the moment. Then when we reached the next bus stop, some frens/acquaintances get off the bus..like when errrm we graduate from school, move house, change job etc. Some of them you keep in contact with, some simply just disappear from your life either permanently or temperory..like you change bus number completely or from being a regular passenger of this bus to an occassional passenger.

One thing is for sure, family and close frens will always be on the same bus in life's journey. ;)



Jervis, Jervoise and me

My family

I LOVE MY FAMILY :)

7 April, 2007 Swaroski day

Learnt how to make those intricate, swaroski crystal bracelet today and darn, cost me almost 32 bucks to buy those beads. I dun even think i will wear em' cos i am not the colour crystal type of gal...worst, took me about 4 hours just to string it...

Supposed to meet my bak bak sistas to chill in a pub in Clark Quay but din go as the time to meet is way out........but had an impromptu meet up wif Anna and Mr. Big-fan-of-oyster [ ;p sorry anna haha] We had fun singing our hearts out in Kovan and filling our stomachs wif pratas and errr o-lua keke

Hey i went home, turned on the radio and wished we were on the dancefloor sweating our supper away hahaha Time really passes, i was thinking we always hang out at Hougang Mall Gelare and talked about those difficult times...and it's been like almost 4 months liao. Christmas, New Year, CNY came and went and we are almost in the middle of 2007...

People change...things change...situations change...in fact everything changes...the only thing that is constant is change...

4 April 2007 - Pain please go away

Feeling shitty today...the pain is back to haunt me and i am in misery now...well not exactly in misery but very much unhappy. WTF, damn pain killers are not working!!!

An aunt has got cancer of the nose and she is undergoing chemotherapy now. She epitomises that of a modern woman..at the ripe age of almost 60, she is still in her spaghetti top and tight jeans...not unlike that of an ah lian. Now she is just a shadow of her old self...heard that the chemotherapy is making her neck and face darker with more visible wrinkles...sigh and her kids are not sensible enough to be there as her pillar of strength. Sickness is a lonely journey...i supposed even wif the company of family and frens rallying around for moral support, you go through the pain and anguish of emotional struggle alone...alone because you yourself have to decide to be strong after listening to the comforting words of your family and frens...so there, it's a decision you make alone...

病魔占有你的身体时，
你。。。是无奈的。。。

Just feeling so lost today...but i was thinking perhaps life's journey can be compared to driving. If you get lost while driving, you will still find your way home...just that it will take a longer time, that's all. Which means that if we feel lost in life, somehow, someday we will find our anchor too =)

"The indispensable 1st step to getting the things you want out of life is this; decide what you want. It's not whether you get knocked down, it's whether you get up again."

oki, i am gonna be walking on the sunny bright side, sunny bright side, SUNNY BRIGHT SIDE of life ;)

Treasures in Heaven

Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy , and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, you whole body will be full of light. But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!

No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to one and despise the other . You cannot serve both God and money.......Matthew 6: 19 to 24

So there, i should not be shallow or materialistic and change my manual car to auto or buy my Gucci tote cos these are worldly things keke

Wake up your idea you silly girl!!!!!!!

3 April, 2007 My 2nd day at work

Had some training on how to handle some of our products this morning and i was feeling so hungry i really miss my kopi break next to the vending machine wif Esther :( oh and the "so-da bia" in the pantry ahhhhhhh i shall have my breakfast tmr morning. Esther i MISS YOU!!!

There is this lady in my group who is really foxy and sexy. She had this really long, fluttering lashes and wears really low cut top to work and of cos wif long sexy wavy hair to match. I mean her boobs are great! Perky and fair (tho i wonder how come so round) and she screams loud wif expensive taste, a Chanel bag draps on her slim arms and a really expensive looking "i dunno watz the brand" watch on her slender wrist. But i think the make up is way too thick...hmmm half the time during lunch, i am admiring her (subtlely) and wondering watz beneath all the make up :p She said she is 35 so that makes her a really sophisticated, classy (actually i think dangerous) woman. I like looking at her cos she looked like she just jumped out of those Taiwanese sitcoms featuring those rich tai-tais and woa sitting opposite me hahahahaha oh ya man, i really enjoy looking at her

I was thinking i could fix on my falsies, show off my twin peaks in half glory, and DUN SMILE so much and i still wun be able to pull off this look. Think i am just a regular gal at heart and tho i honestly believe that a woman's wiles and sexuality can be turn on to make men errrr do everything and anything for them, that's just not me. I mean if i wan em' to do anything for me, i'll just say please...Anyway i dun have the foxy look drats keke and i prefer to be subtlely sensuous =) i mean i feel ackward showing half of my twin peaks anywhere else besides by the sea and the pool in my bikini.

Shucks am i becoming shallow or wat... oh and almost 3/4 of the my colleagues here drive wah i feel a compelling need to change my car to an auto one and start driving to work (",)
We had lunch at Siglap today...but well i have nothing to talk to em' abt cos i am just being me again..shy keke I saw Cassandra See wif her frens while we were having coffee after lunch! She is gorgeous, this is the style i prefer hmm one super hot mama yummy and i am reminded of my housecat days *sobz*

2 April, 2007 1st day as a working cat

Phew, finally my 1st day at work is over woo hoo The people were nice and friendly for a start and i think my bossy is quite a nice guy too...think he is the loud on the outside and a softie in the inside hmmmm like he kept swearing all the KNN, SMLJ, CB etc ahhh like the professional beng and he is kinda cute tho botak :D Oh and i am still the youngest in our group :p really amazing haha The rest of the colleagues were kinda nice and cos this is such a small industry my ex colleague knew someone here and he came up to me and say hi keke...met 3 such people today..meaning fren's fren.

We had lunch at Tung Lok East Coast today cos the PEMCO team hit target for last month woa lucky me, shiok sia (and i thot it was to welcome me keke) Feels kinda good to be back in Bedok, awwwww dun i just love Bedok

To think i was feeling all uptight and jittery last nite..and left my watch and lucky ring at home and Jeffrey, the hubby, was sweet enuff to go get it for me...rather buay gam buang BUT at least he did it la keke have to sulk cos i dunwan go to work wifout lucky ring.

But i guess i am gonna be busy soon hmm saw the amount of work but for now, i feel excited cos i can learn more...downside is get stressed in the electronics industry again... sigh after 10 years in this line, i wonder if there is any more areas to explore...seriously speaking, can't wait to get into the retail industry when the time is right. Or perhaps there is no right time? Perhaps now is the best time , so many perhaps no wonder i am so bloody restless most times!!!

Most of all, i wana thank you Father for being there when i needed you most...for speaking to me in your own way and thus i found my favourite verse:-

"For I know the plans I have for you, " declares the Lord, " plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." .......Jeremiah 29: 11 to 13

Oh shucks...Father and i confessed that i went to the palmistry and fengshui master tonite...for peace of mind and some fengshui tips...yikes pleasssseee forgive me for being superstitious