Tuesday, March 27, 2007

27 March 2007 - Packing...a walk down memory lane?

Did so much packing today, throwing away stuff bla bla gosh i threw away like almost 10 years worth of things.

Saw some cards and letters from frens, ex colleagues and some others that i have forgotten their existence. Funny how when i grow older, the New Year cards, Christmas cards and birthday cards become lesser.

Saw this card from an ex best pal...she mentioned something about us being best frens and will be best of frens for as long as we live in the card. We knew each other when we were 13 and have stayed frens for like 15 years. But all it took was one lousy job environment and one bitchy boss to spoil it all...sad but so real. I remembered the hurt and pain she inflicted on me when she decides to do wat she did. Allowing her own insecurities to go out of control and gave up our frenship..i was in shock for like almost a year...ya..loser me took a year to get over a lousy fren who had actually treated me like shit anyway.

Felt the urge to give her a call to ask how is she...heard she is pregnant. No longer feel angry now but tho the heart says to call, the mind says no. Sigh...mixed emotions now

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