This is one of those days where i feel like turning into a hermit cat. i don't feel like interacting today. I feel
Today, now, this moment i wish i could disappear for a long while just to be alone. Don't start lecturing me about how i am feeling restless and empty cos i do not know what my heart wants, i betcha half the population don't. I trust Him and that He has plans for me, but for now, i am restless. I still consider myself blessed but how do you contain a restless heart. It's so bad i don't even feel like going to cell and start doing those share share stuff. I must just get irritated and swear off cell forever. Great, now i also have a rebellious streak. I just wana spill it all out instead of going back to drinking and loud music..though the temptation is there. Maybe i should get drinks to get that heady feeling back and go dance all i want.
If life can get so tiring, then death is the eternal rest. No wonder people kill themselves. (don't worry friends,no suicidal thoughts here haha) WTF am i thinking of??
This is a beautiful day marred by horrendous thoughts and mood...but hey menses just went away so whats happening??? I am crap today and talking nonsense...but then again, talking nonsense is my speciality hahaha
1 comment:
This feeling happens to all of us, you just joined the "Unlimited Club of Moods". It is alright to feel restless, it is written, do not be anxious for nothing, however, in all things make your requests known. To Jesus Christ to whom we are all accountable and no one else on earth. Your rebellous streak is a part of who you really are, a creative, beautiful, caring individual and I stress the word individual, because no two people are the same. You are unique, intelligent and analytical as well. Prescription, take in a good movie, eat at your favorite restaurant, wear your favorite color, eat ice cream and pie make it an alamode with whipped cream and cherry on top, take a long walk on a deserted beach if you can find one, if not take a walk anyway. Your blogs are full of life and I just love reading them no matter your mood, thank you so much for sharing and please keep up the good work.
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