Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Are you part of the 100K?

Which of these blessings do you need?

1) Health
2) Protection
3) Inner Peace
4) Family Harmony
5) Financial Freedom
6) Progress in Career
7) Friendship and Relationship
8) Wisdom and Intelligence
9) Direction for the Future
10) Forgiveness
11) Eternal Life
12) Fullness of the Holy Spirit

Church is going around to bless people in Singapore and i really should share these blessings with my friends. I really wonder how i should go about doing this..then an 86 years old ah ma gave her testimony about how she blessed a total of 34 people in her family and the wet market. Certainly impressed with her...so what am i..chicken hmmph for chickening out

I really must pray that i am thick skin this week and just go approach people ahhhhhhh power of prayer, power of prayer...Instead of standing on the same spot thinking go, dun go, go, dun go, go, dun go and by the time i decided i should go approach, the person is ka-boom GONE lo!!!!!!!

I am already praying for some friends but if err, dear friends, if any of you are reading this and you dun mind that i pray for you based on the 12 choices above, please sms me on whatever you need blessing for...thanks in advance :))

Charles, would you like a prayer? You can "comment" me

Monday, July 30, 2007

29 July, 2007 - Little Zhen Yu

Baby Zhenyu was born on Jul 27, 2007 :)) Lovely baby boy, thank God that Yanyan has a smooth delivery. Somehow babies all look the same to me in their first month. Baby Zhenyu and baby Kaizer look pretty much the same to me for now hmm

Baby Zhenyu look soooo much like Yanyan, so many facial expressions while asleep and i have this feeling he will get much of Yan's character traits. Anyway, i said my prayer to God to keep both mother and child healthy. And God bless baby Zhenyu that he will be a joy and pride to his parents.







I am really thrilled to see godson for the first time. Seen Yan dated Gary, ROM, move new place, wearing her wedding gown, pregnant and now a mother. While reminiscing about the crazy things that the 3 of us did in the past, i really am happy that she is now a mother. She will be an uber cool mum ;)

Yan, i am so proud of you keke so the allocation is done, Ruby will teach him on all the education thingy and i will show him how to have fun and eat ice cream since he is a little leo just like me hahahahaha yay we will wait for you to have a little libra baby gal for Ruby.

Friday, July 27, 2007

Need of Peace

Peace and Joy - Romans 5:1-5
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that sufferings produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us , because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom He has given us.

Treasures in jars and clay - 2Corinthians 4:8-10
We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.

John 16:24
Jesus said,"Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete."

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Don't give up.......

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my
life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me...
"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of
them.
I gave them light.
I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.
Its brilliant green covered the floor.
Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.
And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on
the bamboo. He said.
"In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.
But I would not quit.
In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would
not quit." He said.
"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared
to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6
months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong
and gave it what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."
He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been
struggling, you have actually been growing roots".
"I would not quit on the bamboo.
I will never quit on you."
"Don't compare yourself to others."
He said.
"The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern.
Yet they both make the forest beautiful."
"Your time will come", God said to me.
"You will rise high"
"How high should I rise?"
I asked.
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."
I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.
Never, Never, Never Give up.
For the Christian Prayer is not an option but an opportunity.
Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is,
tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

Heavens door open this morning, God asked me...

"My CHILD, what can I do for you?"
And I said, "Daddy, please protect and bless the one reading this message."
God smiled and answered, "Request granted."

25 July,2007 - Unfortunate case of a slip disc

Took half day leave from work today to go Changi hospital with Jervoise. Appointment is at 2.30pm so we did lunch at Sakae Sushi in Simei. Haiz can see he is worried about the doctor's appointment...so i tried to make him laugh to ease the worry :D Wah he is suaku..never been to Sakae and actually asked for chicken sushi and i was like got such sushi wan meh?? (k the answer is NO hahaha) Feels good to be having lunch at a mall on a weekday...reminded of my housecat days *_*
one day perhaps i can have my own little cafe too..and get out of the rat race. *winkz jk* (PRAY FOR DIRECTIONS)

Waited for almost 2 hours before we can see the specialist! I was going to fall asleep and off my seat liao lo wah biang anyway..he has a slip disc and it's pressing down on one of the nerves causing the pain and numbness. The doctor explained that if Jervoise can live with the pain and numbness, no need to operate. If not, operate and face 1% chance of paralysis. On top of that, throat hoarseness and dry mouth. The whole procedure takes about 3 hours..cut away the disc from the throat, add metal plates, drill, stitch shucks Anyway he is under observation for another 3 months and meanwhile we are going for second opinion from SGH..just to make sure. The thing that saddens me most is Jervoise losing his faith in God. He stopped praying to ask God to ease the pain simply cos he thinks that if he is still in pain, God probably forgot about him. But if he sits in front of the computer playing WOW for more than 10 hours a day, snacks constantly and smokes like there is no tomorrow..HOW??? This is his own undoing..how can you not make an effort and expects?? Yet there is a thin line in explaining to him the facts and forcing him to come back. I will never force him so all i can do and the only thing i can do is pray.

Life is too short to be pissed by people who irritates the shit out of you. Just like what happened yesterday. People who are rude are a big NO NO to me. I cannot accept it and shucks i sank to her level (the rude colleague) by snapping at her. I MUST CONTROL MY TEMPER!! And another crass idiotic man who keeps asking me the same questions over and over again..so much so that i really feel like telling him to "BUZZ OFF la you freak, get off my back!!!!!!" wah he can really drives me crazy lo, so busy liao still must entertain his stupidity (CONTROL MY TEMPER)...irritated cat with sharpened claws

For now, i shall give Jervoise more of my love and care together with Jervis :)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Tickle tests on personalities

What's your vibe?
Germaine, your vibe is Papaya Shake
It's never hard for a sassy gal like you to get your groove on, and your vibe always shakes things up. You tend to think the world is a pretty fun place. Even better, you always seem to make people around you feel the same way. Whether you're heading to work or out on the town, you've got a smile on your face and a gleam in your eye.

Of course you take things seriously when you need to. But your unique ability to see the bright side of situations is a talent that helps you enjoy every day. You appreciate the little things in life — and that's why you're able to find joy wherever you go. Let the good times roll!

Try test:-
http://web.tickle.com/tests/vibe/?a_code=hBkZGJmygRiqgJc1gRg8GJmzhBa6Gba8GZeY
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What moves you?
Germaine, you're moved by Comedic Crack-Ups
It's no joke: Giggling is all good! While you're touched by poignant moments and moved by your deeper emotions, you're most likely to reveal your true self when splitting a side. It doesn't matter where the chuckles come from — from subtle dry wit to goofy slapstick, you love every minute of a good laugh, and it always shows.

Laughing brings you closer to loved ones, helping you share the good times and get over the bad ones. So whether you're watching silly cartoons or sharing inside jokes with friends, you reveal the true you when you're falling over laughing, and that's what's important. Keep smiling!

A near psychic like you knows sometimes reality is just a premonition away. See what happens when one woman's dream has the power to change fate.

Try test:-
http://web.tickle.com/tests/whatmovesyou/flash.jsp
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What breed of dog are you?
Germaine, you're a Bernese Mountain Dog!
No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!

Try test:-
http://web.tickle.com/dog/?a_code=hBkZGJmygRiqgJc1GBg6GRmYgBg8gza8GZeY
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The career personality test
Germaine, your career personality type is INFP
That means that based on the standard measure of personality traits, you are highly organized and have strong project management skills. You prefer to work independently and then pass your ideas or tasks on to others. When others lose sight of the big picture, you help them to stay focused to see what's important and weed out unnecessary details. This skill set will help you succeed in nearly any workplace.

The reason employers and recruiters might be on the lookout for you is that only about 3-4% of the U.S. population shares the unique characteristics of your personality type. Research shows that businesses succeed when employers create a good balance of personality types in the office. And since only 3-4% of the U.S. population shares your type, that means employers are looking for you.

Try test:-
http://web.tickle.com/tests/classiccareer/?a_code=hBkZGJmygRiqgJc1gRs1gZe8GZkzhba8GZeY

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL :)

Saturday, July 21, 2007

21 July, 2007 - Relevations

This week, it dawns upon me that in a short period of two years, I have made many friends from the different marketplaces. And i love people so i am very glad to have been able to increase the number of contacts in my handphone so fast.

In the last few years, i lost my way and myself, met many difficulties, stumbled and fell, got hurt and shattered. I felt i could handle everything by myself, recharge my strength and emotions with no one's help. Yes, i can, but i will feel lonely and empty at the end of the day. I strayed from Him for such a long time that i felt too ashamed to even pray for strength. But yet He has never forsaken me in the toughest period because no matter how bad things were, He continues to open doors for me and lead me to new places...even though back then, i asked many many "whys"...so that all is not bleak. I have to go through all the pain for character building..to be humble. moldable and teachable. And like what KH shared, bondages from the past need to be let go off in order for there to be healing.

God said,"Like clay in the hand of the potter, so are you in my hand" (Jer. 18:6)

In every place that He has lead me, i made friends and maybe enemies, discovered things and learn learn learn. Now I am more determined and passionate about seeking God. After walking one big round senselessly, i can now smile even if things are not going my way, people are difficult, friends fail you, disappointments happen now and then etc. I can smile because He has plans for me, plans i may not know or understand but best for me. :)

Everything happens for a reason..and He is the reason. Amen

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

17 July, 2007 - Lights Gathering

Met up wif Lynn, Jasper, Keith, PS and Steven for dinner today at a Korean restaurant in East Coast. Feels so good to be out wif them again..been a long time since we hang out together :)) As usual..guys will be guys..cracking all the funny "yellow" jokes haha Men in their 30s are really most charming hee

Anyway dinner today consists of sooooo much greens!! Me not into veggies so i stuck wif the mushrooms and tung fen and some chicken.. then sweat it out playing pool..while i am accurate at hitting the ball..the way i hold the cue is wrong.. :( PS had to teach Lynn and me and "suffer" playing wif us keke

PS sent us home in his Civic..my favourite car. I really like Honda cars ;)

Sunday, July 15, 2007

ABRAHAM - Winning when you don't understand God's ways

1) Wait in submission
Even if it takes a long time

2) Walk in step
Even when we don't understand

3) Worship in sacrifice
Even when we can't afford it

When waiting is over, the miracles will come.

Ploughing on even if i don't understand God's plan for me...FAITH is important

15 July, 2007 - Baby Kaizer!!!

Huay finally gave birth, little Kaizer was born on July 13, 2007. Hey you have waited so long for this baby...like since you were 18 hahaha My dear fren's biological clock has been ticking since i first got to know her keke she just has a way wif kids and is always so gentle and kind. Unlike me..clumsy and hopelessly lousy wif kids..except maybe to play wif them :p

Baby Kaizer looks so much like you Mr Penguin, except that he is much cuter hahaha

Baby Kaizer :))



Anyway it's baby year in 2007. So many frens are having babies this year hmmm wonder what's the matter wif me, while they are deciding whether to buy Nespray or Dumex..i am still checking out the different flavours of Baileys...where art you my "clock"?

Cheerios to all the new mummies ;)

Went to church alone today cos Jervoise couldn't wake up on time hmmph Bought myself a sheer black kaftan top on impulse..doubt i am going to wear it..feel like getting a lip gloss to brighten my week...instead i shopped at "Life Book Shop" and got 2 inspirational calender on faith, some worship CDs and a little angel book mark for mum. Aiyo pass to her she nag and say "ah girl ah, why you buy this for me, waste money" but she was smiling away la keke I like to hang out at this shop..always never fail to put a smile on my face and warm my heart.

Pa made dinner tonite and he cooked like $5 worth of noodles for me!! It's like if you buy $2 worth of noodles, you will be quite full. After eating more than half the plate of noodles wif dunno how many wantons, i still have one chunk worth $2 to eat lo wah biang i feel like puking after dinner. But hor, i am 馋嘴猫..started to snack on the chocolates that Jervis brought back from Germany keke Jervoise, Jervis and me nua on the bed and watch "英雄" on TV. Then Jervoise crack some jokes and made us all laugh. I really, really love my family hee my two 宝贝s hmmm even though i always have to wash their plates and do the housework la and still must fetch their water fwah!

There is going to be a new colleague on board our team tomorrow and I heard he is quite fit. Anyway i caught a glimpse of him on friday, kinda cute wif specs haha geeky and smart looking. Sarah said good la, fit guy can take care of us hahaha scully kena "bullied" by us hee

HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 12, 2007

11 July, 2007 - Superbowl and curry rice

Spent some time chatting wif KH this afternoon just before lunch...he said to continue to pray and ask God to show me the meaning of the verse that always seem to pop up. There must be something that God wants me to learn here and be a better person. Work is going to get busier and he told me the only way to keep our sanity is to sometimes just let go. Understand that we cannot do everything perfectly and we cannot always live up to expectations imposed upon us by colleagues. As long as we have done our best and we are not against our conscience, we should not be bothered about "disappointing" others. Disappointments are part and parcel of life and only God can judge us. Anyway, Sarah thinks i am a happy-go-lucky sort of gal who is just a wee bit emotional and a little wee bit more straight forward. Rite, so i am too frank sometimes. (TONE DOWN please) Maybe i am here to help Sarah..dunno in wat ways but somehow i feel that if she leaves, i will lose interest soon..somehow she just evokes that urge to protect her..but aiyo chou mei..like who am i to do so lo hee

Had curry rice at Marina South sedap lei keke
KH, Sarah, Shirley, Rayson, Wilson (beng beng ex bossy), Alvin, Alicia, Pauline, Van, David, Edward, BY, Karen all went :) Bowling at Superbowl wah and me top form today keke
So much laughter and fun at the bowling center, i really enjoyed their company. The laughter makes all the stress i had in the day time disappear heehee the guys are all jokers, especially Wilson and Van (half chai according to Wilson). Guys are just so much more fun and easy to hang around wif :D can talk cock yet get competitive and laugh and more laughter. The gals here are also so garang, i like it. Best is can say "yellow" jokes and no one gets offended hee i feel so accepted here though like i said, the workload is just too freaking heavy and my stress tolerance also have to be higher. Side track..Sarah and me thinks 男人过了三十最有魅力。。。我绝对同意 haha come to think of it, men in their 30s are really most charming and attractive...must be smart also hee..just look at Adrian Pang, Tay Ping Hui and Daniel Wu keke oh everyone who went bowling today is of this age group hahaha no hang ups, no issues and totally confident.

I prayed so hard to God last night to show me what are His plans for me and He showed me the same verse that lead me to this company. "Jeremiah 29:12" Just when i was feeling sad about seeing my kakis leave one by one, He reminded me that if He leads me here, He will see me through. This evening, i feel that if people are nice, it could only gets better...and i realised that i am actually already growing my network of frens in this industry when i received Sean's email to remember to keep in contact. Renewed faith in His plans, Amen

Chew on this:-

There are 2 reasons why God told the Israelites to be courageous:
- They were going where they had never been before. There was no road map, no beaten track. Similarly when we cross over into the new season of God for our lives we are going where we have not been before. It can be intimidating. We need to be bold and courageous.

- The battles ahead would be different - Likewise, our battles for our inheritance will be great but with great battles will come great victories.

Joshua 1: 6-7
"Be strong and of good courage...only be strong and very courageous"

Without courage, you will become paralysed and immobilised and will stay on the bank of yesterday.

- If the mind says "yes", but the heart and might say "no", we will not be convicted nor eager to see victory.
- If the heart says "yes", but the mind and might say "no", then we will not understand the importance of victory.
- If our might says "yes", but the heart and mind say "no", then we become half hearted.

When our heart, mind and might are in alignment, there will be conviction, understanding, wholeheartedness and perseverance that will poise us for victory.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

You laid aside Your Majesty
You laid aside Your Majesty
Gave up ev'rything for me
Suffered at the hands of those You had created
You took all my guilt and shame
When You died and rose again
Now today You reign
In heaven and earth exalted
I really want to worship You my Lord
You have won my heart
And i am Yours for ever and ever
I will love You
You are the only one who died for me
Gave Your life to set me free
So i lift my voice to You in adoration

Monday, July 9, 2007

9 July, 2007 - Hyperactive + crappy

i am hyperactive, i am hyperactive, i am hyperactive, i am super hyperactive ahhhhhhh
i feel like not curbing my urge to go clubbing..should i go, should i go, should i go...maybe not.. scully hangover...or maybe i should accept Xana's invitation..aiyah..come to think of it, why should i curb it

Hey Ruubs, thanks for the Baileys :)) i shall savour it slowly and enjoy every sip mmm hee so touched you remembered i like Baileys

Can't wait for the movie, Harry Potter: Order of the Phoenix, to be out!!! Can't wait, can't wait...Magic, I LOVE MAGIC wahahaha bought many packets of Meiji's Hello Panda cream biscuits yay now i am obssessed wif them. Hello Panda has been awarded a passionate 三分钟热度 love affair time slot wif Gem.

I wish i own a son/daughter. I should say i wish i have a son/daughter now. As you can see, i want to own/have one, not give birth to one. I want to own an ang moh child hahaha me is SPG?? Anyway i see a "want" now to bond wif me, hug me and plant little kisses on my cheeks. It will pass, it will pass, it will pass. So many frens are having babies this year..ok just borrow one.

As one can see, i am being very senseless and nonsensical now, writing crap cos i am feeling crappy. Manic Monday plus PMS minus the "P" is way too much hmm if i am a witch, i'll zap it away.

*DISAPPEAR*


Shallow parting note:
The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show is so the ZEH MO!! The models are all lithe looking wif perky bosoms wah and neverending legs..so mesmerising. Love their boobs hahaha and Justine Timbalake is so cool hmmm looking at his smooth dance moves make me grin :D

Saturday, July 7, 2007

7 July, 2007 - 7/7//07

Met Esther and Le for lunch today at delifrance today, so much to catch up about. Really miss our kopi breaks together sigh...standing at the vending machine talking rubbish and men keke

Went home after lunch, felt bloated and fat drats...that thing is coming so...anyway went home and sleep. Wah slept at 4, woke up at 8.30..wasted a Saturday hmmm watch my favourite "Condor Hero" on tv and then "rest" some more. Kinda nice to be staying alone at home doing absolutely nothing heehee peace

Live Earth is showing on TV tonite, am watching the one held in Shanghai. Shanghai is really such a beautiful city...wish i am working there now.

So here i am lazing around and watching TV the whole day.

6 July, 2007 - Memories and Experiences

I overslept for work today..opened my eyes, wondered if it's a Friday or Saturday, saw my weekday handbag and i jumped out of bed. Shit lo, woke up at 10! Then cannot find my jeans damn it! Lucky i was able to take time off since i got to work at 11 and not waste my annual leaves..As if not suay enough, i accidentally kicked the printer on the floor and my poor toe bled profusely! :( And i am so freaking busy today..Friday is not supposed to be so busy ahhhhhhh

Saw Chin Yang's mini copper for the 1st time, damn chio lo...cost him about 100k for it but it's really damn "zhan", sporty yellow 2 door seater and so COOL. Suits his image, he has got nice features, fit, smart and well travelled...kinda like Adrian Pang..i mean the "smarts"

Had dinner at some Korean restaurant (which i dun really fancy) in Thomson area with Jeremy, Joanne, Melissa, Bernard and Darren to celebrate Bernard's birthday which falls on Sunday. But a pity i couldn't stay long cos i need to rush to meet Tina and Sunny in Orchard...i would have love to stay and catch up hmmm...Frenzied Friday...
Have not seen Sunny for almost 3 years hmm he is Zhou Xing Chi lookalike keke 3 years ago i had breakfast wif Sunny and David (both Taiwanese) on my left, Yang Zhihong and Shi Hongjian (both Chinese) on my right in Shanghai...and think to myself 台湾和中国不能和解一国两治,我在上海和台湾人,中国人同在一桌吃早餐。。just being bo liao when i was thinking about that..but that morning, i was really fascinated wif the breakfast.

Regional marketing..maybe i should consider this option..best is if i can get an overseas job...since i like the exposure and i always believe that the tougher the environment, the stronger you become..wah i should ask my fren to look out for me...just in case he has lobang overseas..i will send him my resume. I miss those times working in China and Taiwan..sometimes you really lose some and win some. I learnt so much 生意上的邪门之道和关系 wif Cecilia..it's like she opened my eyes to ways that i never imagined is possible and since then, i learnt that many things are quite possible as long as one is not rigid. Flexible..something i am darn good at. That was the place where i learnt the most and stretched my mind to the max. Cecilia once told me "i cannot please everyone so just please myself"..i stick by this rule now but i modified it to something not so self centered. Try to accomodate at times too. Anyway meeting Tina and Sunny, my ex disty turned frens, brought back memories...

Thursday, July 5, 2007

4 July, 2007 - The SIGN

Today is Cindy's last day...i feel sad but i wished her happiness...she likes the purple crystal ear rings that i made for her :)

I found a book "The Man God Uses" on my table yesterday morning.. KH wants me to read it and remember not to lose faith and trust in Him.

Chapter 2 of the book is about how God shapes a man...and just beneath this title is my favourite verse, Jeremiah 29:11..."I know the plans I have for you, "declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Excerpts from chapter 2..
God can use each life experience to shape a man. He can use experiences to equip us for ministry to others. God will bring circumstances to mind that will allow us to encourage others as we share how God was faithful through our struggles and victories. Each situation we face in life develops our character.

Character is not only shaped by crisis; it is revealed in crisis. When crisis occur, you can discover more about yourself as you listen to the words that come out of your mouth, as you see what actions you take, and as you monitor your attitude and evaluate how Christlike it is.

This book strikes a chord in my heart...i backslided for a few years, thinking i do not need Him in my life because i can handle whatever comes my way alone. and ironically, it was during these backslided years that i was never truly happy..many things happened and i have always been lucky so things always turn out well..now i am sure He must have been there to see me through all the "bad" stuff that has happened...unrelentlessly pursuing me with His love. This year, i am truly touched by Him..never felt such strong urge to know more about the bible and strong hunger for knowledge. If i hadn't join this current company, i would never have met KH and Sean, who constantly remind me to keep that faith and plough on cos He has plans for each and everyone of us. If not for Jessica, who prayed for me on whether i should take up the offer in this current company. God answered that pray with my favourite verse. If not for JK who sent me a message, below, just when I was on my way to sign the appointment letter. He is a non believer so this message is like wah, confirm lo..
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God;
Difficult moments, seek God;
Quiet moments, worship God;
Painful moments, trust God;
Every moment, thank God...

It's not easy to work here..the workload is unimaginable, the pace is very fast..and in an MNC, there are red tapes to work around and there are too many names to remember and interact smartly with..(and i am bad with names), i have to deal with high turnover rate etc...but not once did the thought of leaving cross my mind..at least maybe not yet. I am fitting in and everyone is really nice and caring, i feel appreciated in a way. I know it's God's way of showing His love for me:) When i feel down yesterday, i got an email of encouragement from the guy who intro me this job..His work. I am being myself here ->frank, goofy, klutz watever and i am being accepted :) no need to pretend. No pet peeves, meaning insecure women, hovering around me. He is really with me :)

Everything happens for a reason..i am going to sign up for bible classes and prepare for baptism. Thank you Father
I Offer My Life
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, all of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
Lord I offer you my life

I love the internet!! Can find everything there =)

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

2 July, 2007 - How to sing with 感情

As i stared at my feet during lunch today, i realised that the nail art of flowers on my toes were not asymmetric to each other damn! The flowers on my left toe are more central while the flowers on my right toe are more inclined to the left double damn! I feel like going back to get it corrected cos i can feel myself going off balanced...OCD(obsessive compulsive disorder) in me at work.. i start to imagine the number of flowers to add in order to balance the nail art on both toes. Shucks when couldn't she have done it properly lei?? Worst is how come i take so long to notice!! Amy said she can't tell the difference but I CAN!!! Not ever going to do my pedicure there again..come to think of it, she was so bad at it that i felt she was buffing away all of my skin..both dead skin and healthy skin..drats and now the stoopid flowers are not asymmetric to each other.

Ok..i am going to tell myself to live with it for awhile since it's too troublesome to go back and get it re-done..GET OVER IT!! Take this as a chance to get rid of partial OCD behaviour

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Heard this song over the radio..wah been a long time since i last heard this song! Suddenly have the urge to go karaoke...i must practice singing with 感情!!! Not that i mind singing effortlessly sans emotions but it's a hurdle i want to cross just to prove to myself that i can keke Can anyone help me there puhleeeeeeeassse?

歌手:张雨生 专辑:还是朋友

如果爱情会老
会不会有爱的勇气
窗外还下著雨
滴落著对你的思绪
怕喝醉眼前一片漆黑
怕失去知己再也难追
世间痴情的戏
等待有心人去看清

为何相爱相知相信相聚还不够
见你深夜徘徊冷漠的脸好难过
就算爱情到了尽头
不再有结果
我们还可以是朋友

你说朝夕相处平平淡淡太寂寞
难道深情褪色对你的好也是错
就算缘份到了尽头
无力再挽留
我们还可以是朋友
还是朋友

Lousy pedicure shop & STOOPID FLOWERS

Monday, July 2, 2007

1 July, 2007 - Bonding time wif Jervoise & Jervis :))

July 1st...GST increases by 2% drats.

Jervis is back on Friday afternoon and we are so happy, especially mum :) Weekend is always gone in a flash...helped out at Jarius & Margaret's engagement party in Mount Alvernia hospice in Saturday and i kinda regret agreeing to go help out. Bought dim sum, cakes and drinks at Holland village with Justine, Yvonne and Cheryl for the reception. Then had to blow like 100 balloons (without using the pump)to decorate the living room of the hospice!! I dun even noe the couple who was getting engaged..apparently they are from the same cell group as me.

Jarius: Hey, thanks for coming and helping..you are?
Me: Germaine, i'm wif Justine..(since Justine was standing beside me, i figured it's easier to just say i am her fren)
Justine: She's from our cell group and Jervoise's sister
Jarius: Orrrrrhh Jervoise!
Me: (Like you noe my bro..i noe u dun and i just dun like it that u "Orrrrrhh Jervoise ah") Oh so u know Jervoise ah? (purposely wan)
Jarius: Er no la, but from our cell hor? (i think he very pai say..)

I feel so bad hahaha..i agreed to go cos i thought no one else would turn up and help..then i realised that there were so many people there...and i regret going cos now i have to make frenly talk on a Saturday afternoon..waste my time.

Attend church this morning and then went to get a pedicure in Bedok. Did bonding time wif Jervis and Jervoise after my afternoon nap, at least Sunday was well spent, dun i just love both of em' :)