Took half day leave from work today to go Changi hospital with Jervoise. Appointment is at 2.30pm so we did lunch at Sakae Sushi in Simei. Haiz can see he is worried about the doctor's appointment...so i tried to make him laugh to ease the worry :D Wah he is suaku..never been to Sakae and actually asked for chicken sushi and i was like got such sushi wan meh?? (k the answer is NO hahaha) Feels good to be having lunch at a mall on a weekday...reminded of my housecat days *_*
one day perhaps i can have my own little cafe too..and get out of the rat race. *winkz jk* (PRAY FOR DIRECTIONS)
Waited for almost 2 hours before we can see the specialist! I was going to fall asleep and off my seat liao lo wah biang anyway..he has a slip disc and it's pressing down on one of the nerves causing the pain and numbness. The doctor explained that if Jervoise can live with the pain and numbness, no need to operate. If not, operate and face 1% chance of paralysis. On top of that, throat hoarseness and dry mouth. The whole procedure takes about 3 hours..cut away the disc from the throat, add metal plates, drill, stitch shucks Anyway he is under observation for another 3 months and meanwhile we are going for second opinion from SGH..just to make sure. The thing that saddens me most is Jervoise losing his faith in God. He stopped praying to ask God to ease the pain simply cos he thinks that if he is still in pain, God probably forgot about him. But if he sits in front of the computer playing WOW for more than 10 hours a day, snacks constantly and smokes like there is no tomorrow..HOW??? This is his own undoing..how can you not make an effort and expects?? Yet there is a thin line in explaining to him the facts and forcing him to come back. I will never force him so all i can do and the only thing i can do is pray.
Life is too short to be pissed by people who irritates the shit out of you. Just like what happened yesterday. People who are rude are a big NO NO to me. I cannot accept it and shucks i sank to her level (the rude colleague) by snapping at her. I MUST CONTROL MY TEMPER!! And another crass idiotic man who keeps asking me the same questions over and over again..so much so that i really feel like telling him to "BUZZ OFF la you freak, get off my back!!!!!!" wah he can really drives me crazy lo, so busy liao still must entertain his stupidity (CONTROL MY TEMPER)...irritated cat with sharpened claws
For now, i shall give Jervoise more of my love and care together with Jervis :)
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