Monday, November 5, 2007

5 November, 2007 - Blurry Monday

Pained - was how i felt yesterday when i know Jervoise is taking that fling one step closer to home.

Helplessness - was how i felt when i see mum worried and bothered because of the fling

Anger - was when i realised there is really nothing much i can do besides wondering why in the world did this happen

Frustrations - is how i felt today at work

Confusion - is what's going on in my head after hearing so many negativity

Fed Up - is how i am feeling right now at this moment

Disappointments - something that i must learn to accept

Optimism - something that i always have, thank God

I should really start to pray and stay focused. And perhaps be in hibernation mode. And start praying for doors to be opened and be shown directions. And repeat the mantra "Leave everything to Him"...and honestly believe in it. Perhaps i have not been spending enough time alone with Him last week...and the restless monster is here to attack.

Tomorrow will be a better day :)

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